“ i’ll be strong holding you forever even the pain still the same. you’re still the best thing that ever happened to me.
“ how i wish i can still hear those words again.
“ (September 30, 2011)
mahal na mahal kita cha wag ka namn sana mawala skin qng ang hawaii - chicago is 4,246 miles / 6,833 km anu ung canada - chicago na 722miles gngwa q din i2 para makasama ka den bakit gan2 nuon pa qpinapapunta sa canada kaya nagexam aq ng nursing para malapit dw aq sau anytime pwede kaya nagexam muna qng nursing den i decided 2 stop dhil sbi m nga uuwi ka d2 para d2 kana magaaral so panu pa q pupunta ng canada qng ikaw ang dahilan para pumunta qdun at mas mapalapit sau den now nagbago ang mga plans mo kaya aq e2 ulit tinuloy q na para malapit aq sau and anytime mapuntahan ka dyan cha mahal na mahal kita saNa wag mo namn sirain un dhil aq gngwa qdin lahat parasau hnd lang ikaw ang nagsasacrifice sana naman wag nalang itapon ng ganun mga pangarap natin mahal na mahal kita cha.
“ (October 2, 2011)
i dont know qng kailan 2ng mesage na 2 i rcv ds last nyt to my phone cnt reply coz wLang ilaw d2 ngaun lang.. as uve sed dt u jz wNt me 2knw qng gano m kgs2ng mhalin aq ulit u jst dnt know hw.. reply lang aq ha.. Panu mo masasagot ung tanong mong yan qng hnahayaan mo ang sarili mong magmahal ng iba? if u wnt 2 know ur answer kailangn m gumivup sa kasiyahan nararamdaman mo ngaun pero alm q hnd namn ganun ang ggwin m dhil masaya ka ngaun masaya ka sa qng anung meron sau ngaun kaya aq giniv up mo naiintndihan q namn un at wala namn aqng magagawa dun eh nasau namn yan qng gs2 m tlga qng gs2 m tlga at disidido ka ggwin m rin lahat para gwin un.. mssbi qlang and2 lang aq para sau dahil mahal n mahal kita wabz..
“ now i’m all confused cause for you i have deeper feelings ..we both thought it was cool to cross the line and i was convinced it would be alright..now things are strange, nothings the same..
“ there are time, when you had “one chance” you got all the happiness, pampered with unconditional love by the person you love the most..but you have to leave that “chance” for a reason, it’s really hard.. sana makaya ko pa, i’m still longing for that “one day” :((
“ stop giving me too much pain. =(
